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............ GUESS WHAT!!~~

i'm currently..... learning SPANISH!! hahaha - yes, on my own.. how can i resist it when the internet offers so much information, soo mucho informationes. practically everything you seek......

well actually i tend to mix up spanish grammar with latin grammar and it makes life soo much easier than i can ever possibly imagine!

ok here's simple words that i can tell you about the things i've learned (but seriously i have a looong way ahead of me);

el gato - male cat
la gata - female cat

el abuelo - grandpa
la abuela - grandma

at this moment i am so tempted to type out 'el macho' but then thought better of it when i realised the feminine equivalent to it should be 'la macha'..... which is much less romantique! - i don't know if such terms existed anyway haha.

el chico - boy
la chica - girl

el nino - son
la nina - daughter
(we're very familiar with these terms - not that i'm testing your geography - but look out for rainy seasons.)

el perro - male dog
la perra - female dog

see? seee? can you see the patterns?!

i think all those russian and latin language i've been learning at the university really sort of opened me up. haha..

bad case of writer's block.

peace.

what's wrong with owning up to your mistakes? it's not a weakness, it's shows that one is wise enough to think that he is still learning. everybody's learning. everybody makes mistakes.

if i'm wrong, i'm willing to shut my mouth and apologize. but if i think i'm right i'll speak out. but this is not about who's right or not, it's the last thing i care about.

i just hate it when someone interfered with my plans and now they don't go as i intended them to. then everything seems to be my fault and that i'm never right and always wrong.

don't confuse me anymore.

i don't want to be one who can't differentiate between what's right and what's wrong.. if i'm being treated like a child then i'll never grow up.

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*that felt good*

shit... some amateur f**khead broke into the house. we were only out for an hour and a half for lunch and when we got home what do we found? a broken window left open.

it was located on the west corner of the house; an easy target for f**kheads. the glass was broken, which later i found to have been broken from outside. the doomed (YOU ARE SO DOOMED, YOU DOG!!~) idiot clearly tried to pick the whole glass out. the metal window pane was damaged and some of the rubber holding the glass in place have been pulled out.

some clues;
a) pieces of glass seemed to shatter towards the same direction, esp towards.. well, towards the neighbouring house. but i must make it clear that i'm not pointing finger at anyone.
b) some fingerprints. the f**khead didn't go to school or don't even watch tv.
c) my sisters piggy bank was not where it was left.
d) and obviously, a broken window in the daylight, with the occupants were out only less than 2 hours.

did those shed any light?

luckily nothing was taken.

i am scared now... out of my wits. not with the thoughts of the culprit might still be somewhere in the house but with the prospect of having to face the wrath of abah. kinda remind me of arthas when he said, "FEEL MY WRATH!".

he's a man not to mess with, especially when you broke into his house. you are so doomed man..

did i mention it was in broad daylight?

that window faces the neighbour's kitchen. she might have been preparing lunch at that time or cleaning up, she might have seen something.

damn i'm so scaredd. abah will be home in half an hour..

some 4 days ago my sister hana and i donated blood at mrsm pesta sem type III (my jaw dort of dropped open when i saw theme; they made it sound liike an insect repellant or something). i thought i was underweight and that the weight limit was 50 kg, so i was 6 kgs short.

but the nurses there were nice enough to humor me. they let me donate only half pint of blood. *yayy i'm officially a good citizen! :P to those who'll make good use of my blood, "that's the best specimen you'll find" ?B-]

P/s: finally i managed to download soul storm from patrice. been trying for a good 5 days. hehhee... thankk you God!!

lately i spent the days reading. continuously.

you see, for some people, inspirations only struck when they're doing something else, far away from the computer. like when they're upstairs still in bed, too lazy to get up, or just comfortable eating some paddle pop ice creams. but as soon as th inspiration struck, they left you when you never noticed.

i am some people.

ciao.

napa ba ni nda dapat tidur nih....

isk... note the time, it was still russian time. for your information it's 8:10 a.m. in kk and i;m still wwiiiideee awake surfing for histology slides on the net. and this is my third post on the same morning... somebody ought to tell me to go and get a life..

elyssaa please go out with me because i am so pathetic!! i'm available tomorrow and on sunday and on any other day afterwards.

i escaped the crimson room and also the viridian room but i just can't conquer the blue chamber....

how cool is THAT?

hungry and sleepless.

i'm almost done with dh lawrence, and now trying to figure out which book to start next. but i'm a multiple reader, so technically i ALREADY started reading another book which is, "the truth behind history" from reader's digest. you guys probably have read it, my parents bought it while i was in russia.

i was like, "no way~ umi bought this?!" it's exactly the kind of book that i was looking for, to satisfy my need to nose around for "truth behind history". evidently. ladies and gents you just hit the jackpot, the cynic queen ain just finds it impossible to trust history books, and she paranoidly believed that there were some hidden truths behind them stories.

oh hey, yesterday my uncle (and wifey) came to my house with his two little girls, who i used to babysit quite often while i was home. i haven't seen syidah (4 yrs old now) for a year, but when i opened the door she smiled and shrieked out my name when she saw me! she remembers! miss sentimental was sooo touched! aww...

wahhh!!.. walaupun sungguh malu tapi... heheheh..
another relationship puzzle... if your significant other wants you to spend time with him/her more than with your peers? what would that be? peeps care to give me an answer please?

if only mr del toro was someone you can find hanging around in kk instead of a hotshot genius actor in hollywood having a blast with his life.

what is wrong with me? what's with these talks of relationships?

yes i am paranoid and schizotypal, skinny, small and seemingly unhealthy 44kg mass of a girl.

kehkeh keh and i am enjoying every minute of it! yea..

"pedro offers you his protection" B-|
hahaha i love saying that again and again!
i'm just amusing myself so, humor me. :P